YAY its friday.
and YAY tomorrow i get to hangout with Red and Sarah. i am super excited.
even tho i am happy its friday, its kinda lame bc ill prob have nothing to do tonight. ill clean and watch tv...but yes its friday night and im gonna sit home alone. i REALLY have no life lol.
i really think today is gonna go super slow tho, just cuz i dont wanna be at work at all. but i only had 4 days of work this weekend cuz Wed i took off. i woke up coughing up blood, which lemme tell you is fun to see first thing in the morning. it turned out to be nothing serious, i just feel like CRAP. im really tired all the time lately, and im not sure what that means. doesnt matter how long/good of a sleep i get, by 2pm at my desk everyday im slipping into a coma. like 2 nights ago i went to bed at like 9 and woke up at 6:30..thats 8.5 hours of sleep, and then one night i went to bed after midnight and was up by 6...and felt the same. i mean fuck do i have to get to bed by 6 so i get 12 hours?!
my roommate left for the weekend for a business trip thing to Nashville. im kinda jealous cuz i wanna go to Nashville. She left me with her 12 year old dog, who is needy and gets lonely way too easily. dont get me wrong he is a VERY well behaved dog, but leave him alone for too long and he goes CRAZY. he rips shit up, eats window blinds, poops on the floor, howls like crazy....i feel bad for him cuz he is just anxious bout being alone. the other night she left to go to a friends house and he didnt stop howling till she came back at 3am....that was an AWESOME night. i hope to fucking god he doesnt howl all weekend, i will kill someone. the weekend is my time to rest.
so nothing else really going on, cept the fact that 3 years after i dumped kevin (for the second time. sorry i just LOVE throwing that out there) a song FINALLY has came about to describe pretty much EXACTLY how i was feeling. a feeling that he never understood. i was just a bitch for dumping him. whatever....enjoy the lyrics.
I Hate This Part
We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us its worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you what's hurting me
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
That I gotta do this,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here
AND yeah. Thank you Pussycat Dolls...who would have thought huh?
OK well back to work b4 my boss gets back. wah wah.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Monday, December 8, 2008
2 day hangover...and counting
SO Saturday night was "the big party" which turned out to be 7 people...a keg...and A LOT of liquor. including jello shots...and some how a whole bottle of rum made its way into my stomach.
it was a blast for the most part, for the people that came, thank you...i had a lot of fun with all of you! i cant believe we kicked a keg...o wait yes i can.
it is a tad upsetting when you give 3 months notice and expect a big crowd and NO ONE comes tho. not talking about neone who told me ahead of time they werent coming, talking about all those who said they were coming and decided not to show up. i mean i even had people call me and say see you at 7! and never come. i mean for crying out loud gimmie a break people. grow up. poor christina made all this food for everyone...we have like 1800 mini cupcakes in our fridge lol.
i do feel bad for Sammy, who made the trip down, and puked the entire time the party was going on. that coulndt have been fun for her....im sorry sammy, thanks for coming!!! we'll make up for it next time.
this weekend coming up is Sarah's ugly sweater party which i couldt be more excited about. I will be picking Red up for it too so that should be awesome. i am totally excited to see miss Sarah, its been way too long.
i am also hoping to FINISH my xmas shopping this upcoming weekend. i am tired of going to the mall and finding stuff i want for myself and putting it back bc "its the season of giving", fuck that i want those shoes! hahaha. no but i do love giving gifts to people. it makes me happy to see them excited, i consider myself a very good gift giver!
as for xmas i decided to take an amtrack train after the HORRIBLE thanksgiving weekend driving nightmare. fucking 9 hour ride back to baltimore that sunday, FUCKKK that. all i am worried about it my dog. i will have to leave her in baltimore at a kennel, which i dont think she is gonna enjoy too much. she is really needy and i dont think they r gonna give her enough attention. but i cant live my life around the pooch, she has got to adapt to whats easier for me, and the train is easier for me.
i dont understand however, y dogs arnt allowed to ride on amtrack trains. i mean Zoey weighs like 12 lbs at the MOST. wtf is she going to do? you can only bring your dog if it is a seeing eye dog or something. i dont think i can pull that off with Zoey...if neone has met my dog they would know why. im pretty sure Zoey would walk my ass into oncoming traffic if i was blind...not on purpose, but shes just that dumb. either that or she would get ADD and see a bird and try to chase it and leave me behind.
well im going to end this post now considering i cant feel my fingers....the office building i work in is so cold i keep my jacket on all day...wahhwahhwahhhhhhhhh.
it was a blast for the most part, for the people that came, thank you...i had a lot of fun with all of you! i cant believe we kicked a keg...o wait yes i can.
it is a tad upsetting when you give 3 months notice and expect a big crowd and NO ONE comes tho. not talking about neone who told me ahead of time they werent coming, talking about all those who said they were coming and decided not to show up. i mean i even had people call me and say see you at 7! and never come. i mean for crying out loud gimmie a break people. grow up. poor christina made all this food for everyone...we have like 1800 mini cupcakes in our fridge lol.
i do feel bad for Sammy, who made the trip down, and puked the entire time the party was going on. that coulndt have been fun for her....im sorry sammy, thanks for coming!!! we'll make up for it next time.
this weekend coming up is Sarah's ugly sweater party which i couldt be more excited about. I will be picking Red up for it too so that should be awesome. i am totally excited to see miss Sarah, its been way too long.
i am also hoping to FINISH my xmas shopping this upcoming weekend. i am tired of going to the mall and finding stuff i want for myself and putting it back bc "its the season of giving", fuck that i want those shoes! hahaha. no but i do love giving gifts to people. it makes me happy to see them excited, i consider myself a very good gift giver!
as for xmas i decided to take an amtrack train after the HORRIBLE thanksgiving weekend driving nightmare. fucking 9 hour ride back to baltimore that sunday, FUCKKK that. all i am worried about it my dog. i will have to leave her in baltimore at a kennel, which i dont think she is gonna enjoy too much. she is really needy and i dont think they r gonna give her enough attention. but i cant live my life around the pooch, she has got to adapt to whats easier for me, and the train is easier for me.
i dont understand however, y dogs arnt allowed to ride on amtrack trains. i mean Zoey weighs like 12 lbs at the MOST. wtf is she going to do? you can only bring your dog if it is a seeing eye dog or something. i dont think i can pull that off with Zoey...if neone has met my dog they would know why. im pretty sure Zoey would walk my ass into oncoming traffic if i was blind...not on purpose, but shes just that dumb. either that or she would get ADD and see a bird and try to chase it and leave me behind.
well im going to end this post now considering i cant feel my fingers....the office building i work in is so cold i keep my jacket on all day...wahhwahhwahhhhhhhhh.
Friday, November 21, 2008
SNOW!
YAY FIRST SIGN OF SNOW TODAY!
...not alot...but it means there will be more to come.
WOOOOAHHHH FRIDAY!
...k thats all.
...not alot...but it means there will be more to come.
WOOOOAHHHH FRIDAY!
...k thats all.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
moving isnt easy...
HOOOORAY!
i am all moved into my new townhouse!
...well kinda, its a hot mess. but at least i am there. but let me tell you, it hasnt been easy the past 4 days...
there is a lot to do and i work full time so i am planning on getting shit done this weekend. i just have a few more boxes in my room that are kinda like "what the fuck" boxes. like i just threw random shit in them bc i had no other place for them and now i am regretting that decision. also my box full of jewelry like exploded and now all my necklaces r ALL tangled and i cant find half my earrings, so that will be a fun chore this weekend.
also the heat doesnt work in my room so i have to get that fixed. last night i slept in a ridiculous amount of clothes under 2 down quilts so um yeah im cold. AND when i come to work thinking i can warm up...NOPE, heat on OUR floor is broken. BULL SHIT. basically im just always cold..and i am getting sick bc of it.
i think that girls that work in our leasing office are the 2 dumbest bitches ALIVE. they havent gotten one thing right yet. they switched our address 3 times b4 we even moved in...then move in day, AFTER we had called comcast, the electric company, etc, and had all the shit turned on at the one place they go...OH no one told you? we switched u again...i wanted to punch a bitch. i was like UM YEAH, no one told us u dumb ass, if they had u THINK i would look so fucking surprised and ANGRY.
well this little episode made it so we cant have cable or internet till saturday, bc apparently comcast does appointments by house number...not by name....LAME.
the best was the awesome voice mail i got monday morning..."hi this is ***** from clearsprings townhomes. i apologize but we had you guys sign the wrong lease. we need you to sign it again please call me".
NOT even kidding, cant make this up. THE WRONG LEASE?! wtf? how many leases are there?
the greatest part about this little "mix up" is me and my roommate both work till well after 5, oh and u guessed it..they close at 5. so they hung a "temporary lease" (whatever that is) on our door, had us sign that one, drop it off, THEN we have to go back saturday and sign a real one. i swear i will kill these girls one day. a year with stupidity...cant wait.
anyway through all the bull shit it is nice to have my big bed back and my dog. hopefully things will start going smoother!
i am all moved into my new townhouse!
...well kinda, its a hot mess. but at least i am there. but let me tell you, it hasnt been easy the past 4 days...
there is a lot to do and i work full time so i am planning on getting shit done this weekend. i just have a few more boxes in my room that are kinda like "what the fuck" boxes. like i just threw random shit in them bc i had no other place for them and now i am regretting that decision. also my box full of jewelry like exploded and now all my necklaces r ALL tangled and i cant find half my earrings, so that will be a fun chore this weekend.
also the heat doesnt work in my room so i have to get that fixed. last night i slept in a ridiculous amount of clothes under 2 down quilts so um yeah im cold. AND when i come to work thinking i can warm up...NOPE, heat on OUR floor is broken. BULL SHIT. basically im just always cold..and i am getting sick bc of it.
i think that girls that work in our leasing office are the 2 dumbest bitches ALIVE. they havent gotten one thing right yet. they switched our address 3 times b4 we even moved in...then move in day, AFTER we had called comcast, the electric company, etc, and had all the shit turned on at the one place they go...OH no one told you? we switched u again...i wanted to punch a bitch. i was like UM YEAH, no one told us u dumb ass, if they had u THINK i would look so fucking surprised and ANGRY.
well this little episode made it so we cant have cable or internet till saturday, bc apparently comcast does appointments by house number...not by name....LAME.
the best was the awesome voice mail i got monday morning..."hi this is ***** from clearsprings townhomes. i apologize but we had you guys sign the wrong lease. we need you to sign it again please call me".
NOT even kidding, cant make this up. THE WRONG LEASE?! wtf? how many leases are there?
the greatest part about this little "mix up" is me and my roommate both work till well after 5, oh and u guessed it..they close at 5. so they hung a "temporary lease" (whatever that is) on our door, had us sign that one, drop it off, THEN we have to go back saturday and sign a real one. i swear i will kill these girls one day. a year with stupidity...cant wait.
anyway through all the bull shit it is nice to have my big bed back and my dog. hopefully things will start going smoother!
Friday, November 14, 2008
YEAH! i remembered to post 2 days in a row! (mainly cuz im SO bored at work and trying to waste time till i can go get lunch!)
My dad and brother are on their way to MD right now and all i can think about is seeing them! tomorrow at this time i will be half way moved into my townhouse (one can only hope) Here is the email (awesome email) my father sent me yesterday. it pretty much sums up this weekend's plan...
YO, NEW PLAN.
And that my friends is my father in a nutshell. i esp liked his pee and poop plan...for him and my brother...not for me btw lol. i also enjoyed how i will not be going to York to load the truck...that to me is the best part about it. i have some much to do around here i think i would lose my mind if i had to make all these trips all day! the truck is a good 5 inches shorter than the truck we got to bring my shit to storage...which frightens me bc we barely could fit everything in the larger truck. i guess we'll just hope for the best.
Sunday the cable guy is coming...we can only hope...and then i will be going to Walmart to spend a $100 gift cert i got from my aunt. i want to get a baller microwave bc neither me or christina have one. its wierd, i never thought about it but i always lived with people that had one or in apts that had one built into the kitchen...and so did she. i cant go more than a day without a microwave considering i do 99.9% of my cooking in one (what can i say? im classy). so yeah long story shot...i need a microwave.
i am not looking forward to unpacking at ALL. i have ALL my shit from storage and ALL my shit from my room at home....there was 23 years worth of shit in there. ug. also im not looking forward to unpacking my boxes of pictures and frames. lets just say 80% of those pictures are with a "friend" that need not be mentioned that decided to go psyco AFTER i had already packed everything after graduation...so now i get to unpack 2 boxes full of pics andill prob cry and want to kill myself. i am gonna have to have a 12 pack right next to me that ENTIRE day. gahhh.
now that i am FINALLY gonna be settled though i can get going on some things i have been putting off. ie: opening a savings account, getting a credit card, switching my life (liscence, plates, insurance) over to MD crap. i am pretty freggin excited about all that. not that i want my hands washed of NY but i just dont want to be accociated with Valley Stream anymore. i want to be a Marylander...but i know i will always be a NYer at heart.
My dad and brother are on their way to MD right now and all i can think about is seeing them! tomorrow at this time i will be half way moved into my townhouse (one can only hope) Here is the email (awesome email) my father sent me yesterday. it pretty much sums up this weekend's plan...
YO, NEW PLAN.
7/14
- LEAVE VS NOON-ISH
- CHECK INTO HOTEL
- PEE + POOP
- MILLER TIME
- BRING ZO-DOG TO KRISTINA'S @ 6:00 PM
(SEND ME THE ADDRESS SO I CAN MAPQUEST DIRECTIONS)
- TRANSFER Z-DOG TO YOUR CARE
- GET SOMETHING TO EAT
- RETURN TO HOTEL
- MILLER TIME
7/15
- PEE + POOP
- JOHN + I WILL GO TO YORK UHAUL 7:00 AM
- LOAD TRUCK
- YOU + KRISTINA PICK UP KEYS FOR NEW APT.
- MEET YOU THERE
- UNLOAD TRUCK+ELEMENT
- MILLER TIME
- BACK TO KRISTINA'S - SHE SHOULD HAVE HER SHIT PACKED ALREADY.
- LOAD UP
- I HAVE UNTIL 7:00PM SAT. TO RETURN TRUCK
- I CAN RETURN SUNDAY MORNING IF WE DON'T MAKE IT ON SAT.
<3upop
And that my friends is my father in a nutshell. i esp liked his pee and poop plan...for him and my brother...not for me btw lol. i also enjoyed how i will not be going to York to load the truck...that to me is the best part about it. i have some much to do around here i think i would lose my mind if i had to make all these trips all day! the truck is a good 5 inches shorter than the truck we got to bring my shit to storage...which frightens me bc we barely could fit everything in the larger truck. i guess we'll just hope for the best.
Sunday the cable guy is coming...we can only hope...and then i will be going to Walmart to spend a $100 gift cert i got from my aunt. i want to get a baller microwave bc neither me or christina have one. its wierd, i never thought about it but i always lived with people that had one or in apts that had one built into the kitchen...and so did she. i cant go more than a day without a microwave considering i do 99.9% of my cooking in one (what can i say? im classy). so yeah long story shot...i need a microwave.
i am not looking forward to unpacking at ALL. i have ALL my shit from storage and ALL my shit from my room at home....there was 23 years worth of shit in there. ug. also im not looking forward to unpacking my boxes of pictures and frames. lets just say 80% of those pictures are with a "friend" that need not be mentioned that decided to go psyco AFTER i had already packed everything after graduation...so now i get to unpack 2 boxes full of pics andill prob cry and want to kill myself. i am gonna have to have a 12 pack right next to me that ENTIRE day. gahhh.
now that i am FINALLY gonna be settled though i can get going on some things i have been putting off. ie: opening a savings account, getting a credit card, switching my life (liscence, plates, insurance) over to MD crap. i am pretty freggin excited about all that. not that i want my hands washed of NY but i just dont want to be accociated with Valley Stream anymore. i want to be a Marylander...but i know i will always be a NYer at heart.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
GOD i am so bad at keeping up with this shit lol.
Last weekend was KT's 24th bday (old fart lol), and i got to go home and see my family and the friends that still matter! we went to Turtle Bay in NYC and it was awesome bc i got to see a lot of people i havent seen a lot of since i moved here! seeing erick, rich, marisa and tonio was really amazing! it was also sweet bc i got to come home for my Best's bday, so i was happy i got to be there with her and my twinnie. also Red came, which just made everything 800x better! To the left is a pic of me and the 2 best girls in the world!
today marks 3 days till me and Xtina will be moving into our townhouse in Baltimore! i cant wait. this week has been going by so slow its making me really sad :( i am totally excited bc my dad and brother get here tomorrow AND i get my dog back, who hasn't been with me for about 2.5 months now. it will be nice to finally have a life back...and a bed. once i move into my place this weekend i will be sure to take lots of pictures and post them on here and on facebook so everyone can see them!
overall my new life is going well. i no longer work at the bar tho, 2 jobs was WAY too much! i was so exhusted...not to mention the lack of life that was going on. i am only 23, i would still like a life...one to go out and get hammered with.
i have been thinking a lot how my life has changed these past few months and how some people forced me where i am right now. even tho i HATE a lot of these people, i realize if it wasnt for them i may not be in baltimore right now, with new friends that rnt TOOLS.
also im glad i have the friends that stuck by me through all this crap. the fact that they KNOW im a GREAT friend, and love them, and would do nething for them is awesome. they wont let any dumb ass bitch tell them other wise...no matter how hard she may try.
all and all life is good and even tho i still miss certain people in my life i am learning more and more everyday how to deal and get over it....plust im a way better person than them anyway, no matter what they wanna think!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
New job, New life
Hey all. Its been a while since I wrote but prob bc i have NO life now lol. I basically work all day everyday. which is fine with me, its keeping me busy, and helping me raise money for my baller townhouse that i move into in less than 3 weeks!
During the day i work from 9-6 as a job recruiter for Jones Networking. Its in downtown Baltimore, which is FANTASTIC!
Around the block at night and on the weekends i work at a bar called Howl at the Moon. which i believe i have mentioned in an earlier post.
This weekend is Halloween and im kinda mad cuz i have to work ALL weekend, and i have to dress like a devil for work, which doesnt thrill me at all. but whatever ill make mad tips.
During the day i work from 9-6 as a job recruiter for Jones Networking. Its in downtown Baltimore, which is FANTASTIC!
Around the block at night and on the weekends i work at a bar called Howl at the Moon. which i believe i have mentioned in an earlier post.
This weekend is Halloween and im kinda mad cuz i have to work ALL weekend, and i have to dress like a devil for work, which doesnt thrill me at all. but whatever ill make mad tips.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Interview
YAY i had an awesome interview at a leasing firm today. one can only hope things go my way for a change!!!!
...first real night at Howl at the Moon tonight..........wish me luck!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Catching Up
Hey guys. I got this idea bc SO many people r asking me what the hell im doing with my life lately...i hate having to tell the same story over and over lol. Then i saw Joanna's blog and thought that would be a perfect idea. As most of you know by now I am living in MD at the current moment. I havent been living the life of luxury at all however. For the past few months i have been sleeping on random friend's floors while i look for an apt. I had a job for a while, but bc of certain circumstances i felt i had to quit. i really loved the job itself, lets just say in the long run it wasnt for me. I spent about a week jobless, hunting my ass off, and took a job (for now) bartending at this AWESOME bar in downtown Bmore called Howl at the Moon. Im sure most people that know me well and have a pulse know what bar this is...i have most likely taken you here. So far i love it, and i continue to look for a day job, this is just bringing in an income for my eventual apt.
Me and my friend Christina, that i met at my first job here, are moving into a town house in about a month, and we cant wait. esp me considering i have been sleeping on an airbed for like 4 months now...safe to say im over that.
Even tho i havent been living the richest life down here, i know i made the right decision. i love the people, the atmosphere and i am looking forward to spending my life here!
More to come<3
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