GOD i am so bad at keeping up with this shit lol.

Last weekend was KT's 24th bday (old fart lol), and i got to go home and see my family and the friends that still matter! we went to Turtle Bay in NYC and it was awesome bc i got to see a lot of people i havent seen a lot of since i moved here! seeing erick, rich, marisa and tonio was really amazing! it was also sweet bc i got to come home for my Best's bday, so i was happy i got to be there with her and my twinnie. also Red came, which just made everything 800x better! To the left is a pic of me and the 2 best girls in the world!

today marks 3 days till me and Xtina will be moving into our townhouse in Baltimore! i cant wait. this week has been going by so slow its making me really sad :( i am totally excited bc my dad and brother get here tomorrow AND i get my dog back, who hasn't been with me for about 2.5 months now. it will be nice to finally have a life back...and a bed. once i move into my place this weekend i will be sure to take lots of pictures and post them on here and on facebook so everyone can see them!

overall my new life is going well. i no longer work at the bar tho, 2 jobs was WAY too much! i was so exhusted...not to mention the lack of life that was going on. i am only 23, i would still like a life...one to go out and get hammered with.

i have been thinking a lot how my life has changed these past few months and how some people forced me where i am right now. even tho i HATE a lot of these people, i realize if it wasnt for them i may not be in baltimore right now, with new friends that rnt TOOLS.

also im glad i have the friends that stuck by me through all this crap. the fact that they KNOW im a GREAT friend, and love them, and would do nething for them is awesome. they wont let any dumb ass bitch tell them other wise...no matter how hard she may try.

all and all life is good and even tho i still miss certain people in my life i am learning more and more everyday how to deal and get over it....plust im a way better person than them anyway, no matter what they wanna think!